When it comes down to it....

I'll be there for anyone I know, I've seen so many people in their worse and I'll absolutely be the first to come back to you to apologize if we ever have a dispute because I hate being distant. I've seen friends cry, mad and forms of emotion that they haven't shown anyone else, and in a way I'm grateful I can be there for them.

I'm kind of one-sided on this but I'll be there for my friends when they need it, but I don't really expect them to be there for me cause most of them make smile a lot already and that's really all I need.

Headache hurts so much D:

MAKE IT STOP! ))):

I don't know what to do.

I'm your friend, yet when your at your worst possible state I can't do anything... fuck.

Craaash!

Just finished after two hours, a 20 sec choreography piece... omfg im dead.... so dead ...... wake up in 3 hours ): deeeeead... time to pass out

My Decision

I thought that I had I future career in mind, Computer Programmer but it doesn't seem I'm committed and that's the problem... I'm doubting myself and I want to make them go away.

I think I might enlist in the army. Train my better judgement, discipline and definitely a good body developer.  I'll have a chance to move away from my family after grad, I might use this chance to enlist...

Next year, woo I have all the money I need already needed for my grad. One thing that's a bit disappointing though; I've asked most of my friends already and it seems they absolutely know for sure who they want to ask out or want to be with when they go to grad dinner/dance. I don't have any one in mind actually.

Meh, I'll try to have a good time without a date.

Dismay

I live in the moment but sometimes I fear the unknown. The future possibilities and the choices I make that effect it. The already carved out destiny already made waiting for me. It scares me sometimes.

Reminisce

It's hard to forget when you never want too.

LAST MINUTE HWK!

and I'm blogging?! loool

The cycle starts yet again.

At least this time I won't let us be strangers anymore.