I try to be funny,

I don't have it in me -.-

You know...

If everyone just spoke how they truly think and feel it'd make a lot of misunderstanding and complications a lot easier to understand. Relationships might even go smoother cause its about trust, and if you can't trust your partner in love to know you want them beside you then what the hell is the point? In the end feelings are manipulated and people are hurt. Especially when your single and you have someone in mind, cause really you'll end up regretting not asking. Either you have a chance to move on or they actually might have mutual feelings, go figure. If your being teased you have the right to them to shut the fuck up and leave you alone, really running away will just make you an easier target. Its hard to do and even if you do speak your mind it might not even have a good result. But it's a load off your shoulders believe me what comes after is what you can mentally handle for better or for worse. 

New trends w/ my boi A.L.W.

#GoodYear

I'm better then this.

Okay I'm a guy that can be jealous but there's condition that apply. For example, my best friend also liking you and you both text a lot. See really I don't mind this as much but if you keep talking about how much you want to text him back for what ever reasons of him being annoying or what ever in front of me constantly. I'd be kinda sad about it but I know how you are and you don't actually see him like that. Well it's not like you're seeing me like that either for that matter(sorta, cause you won't actually fricking tell me) but you actually know how I feel. Meh but that friend of mine is using sympathy points to talk to you and some other girls as well it just can't be helped -.- fucking can't do shit.

But what ever really, instead of worrying on something that most likely won't happen(LOL) I'll just try to win you over again cause I'm sexy :3 #huhuhuhuhehueheuheuheu

Those three magic words...

I use to say it so easily in our past relationships, and I know for sure its actually how I feel. But right now I find it really hard to say. Maybe because I didn't know how much meaning it actually had before that I said it very often that it lost that meaning. I wonder would you feel much at all if I said those words of how much you actually mean to me?

LOLOLOL oh gosh I'm glad I have a blog for this so I don't have to think about it x) I can just come back and ponder about it latr hehe (:

Urges...

I find it supremely hard not to caress your face to lean in and give you a kiss. I usually don't give in to my urges and you know that too but there is so many opportunities presented that it's killing me ughughuhg unnnf~

You insist on being friends cause you want me in your life and your afraid of going any further cause you think you'll just up hurting me again. Really though I don't mind either way cause I'm happy your involved in my life again and I'll respect the decision you make. Though what you think is right for us and what you actually feel is in total disagreement -.- So I'll give you the best of both. I'll be your closest friend and share what you want to know and I'll give you the attention of someone more then that.

I'll be honest with you, we have a very weird and complex relationship hahaha ^^

:3

I actually have no clue how this is going to turn. We're both more in each others life then before so....